Random Thoughs...

FYI, I have a lot in my mind right now, I may get to it all, I may not. This post will have no real direction, because when I say random thoughts I mean random.

First, I have been working out really hard, the pounds are not coming off like I would like but my body is changing.  I feel stronger in part because I am now taking a pre-workout that is giving me energy for my workout. I feel like I am losing fat and gaining muscle.  If that is the case then I am OK with that. It may take me longer to get to 225, but if I am a healthy 235 with some muscle I think that is a fair trade off and I can still work towards my 225. 

I am really sick of seeing the Miami Heat on Sportscenter. I understand that they are a big deal, but really if I have to hear about how they did at practice again I might scream. The shot of James, Wade and Bosh being introduced in Miami after "The Decision" (side note: I can't believe I actually watched that) may be move overplayed than "California Gurls" by Katy Perry, for that matter any Katy Perry song.

I like Katy Perry.

I am not too proud of that last sentence.

I think my wife brought this up to me, but the video was just on. But the fact that David Arquette is in Rascal Flatts video and he is getting married is kinda funny.

We should be thankful as Detroit sports fans that we have the Red Wings and the commitment that the organization has to winning.

This is the meat and potatoes of this post.  This is kind of hard to express, but I think with all of the progress that I have made on the outside, I need to start working on the inside.  Not only with vitamins and such, but me as a person.  I react to quickly to a lot and sometimes you could say I overreact.  I need to do a better job of processing. I also got to thinking about my friends. I don't keep in contact with my friends, it really kinda sucks.  I know that I am busy working two jobs and having a family, but a phone call is so easy I don't know why I can't pick up the phone.  My best friend from my childhood I have not spoken to in at least a year and a half. I only speak to 1 person from high school, the rest of my friends from high school it has been at least the 13 years since I graduated. Even my friend who I "speak to" it has been a few months. 

Do I have a friend who would be there for me with no questions asked? I don't know. Is that my fault? Without a doubt.
 
I miss my friends, I hope they may feel the same way.

Thanks for letting me get this off of my chest.

Mike